There's no purpose for me to look back with a longing heart and imagine altered decisions and the results they'd bring: the never ending list of variables teetering, toddering, falling down in patterns. Useless information. Brain-wave mutilation.
Emotional wellbeing becomes cannon fodder for impossible schemes. The past begs to be cradled and carried around through intoxicating dreams of what could be found or achieved with knowledge I forgot was not there during. Trying to outsmart hardship with impossible actions and reverse planning; it's bootless, doofus! I'm compelled to chase outdated options as if they were current.
These attempts to solve problems already rooted is fruitless, like chewing rock candy after you've become toothless, hoping for new flavor in gum once you've chewed it, pretending you should of known better than to choose this: it's insanity and to put myself through it is ruthless and stupid. I knew this! Why do I do this? Realign my mind with the present tense. I cannot be bound to represent expired time: chances I've already spent.
There's no purpose for me to live in a time that isn't now.
been a long time (seven months) since a band made me feel like: repeat, vino, repeat, more vino, repeat, cigarette, Vino, repeat, reapeat, shit it's four am, gotta get up in 2 hours, vino, repeat. (sorry for english, i'm kraut). fotkerlemm
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came here for some dank toledo doom with tight musicianship & familiar female vocals (in a good way) - left with a thoroughly wonderful impression - then was utterly decimated by nothing is real (in a good way) christopher_jerome